Shoot!

Got yet another dose from mum 2day. she literally shoots her planning on me! i know shes really excited abt the shifting thing but she expects me to be excited too! now why is that so?! and no matter how much even the thot of it kills me, i have to listen to her plans and nod. the best part, as she explains is that shes been away from me for 2 years already and wants to live with me till i get married and shift like forever. thats her reason. now how m i supposed to react? tell her, that i too wanna live a life before getting into this thing called 'family'? or that i hate to live with her and sidd or what????? listening to their fiery conversations only deviates my mind from better things, n i never feel like going home. i have this gutt feeling that m gonna end up with aji-aba again within 2 months! thats like the least and max time mum wud want me to spend there for her to realise what i mean. ... aare yaar , this is not happening! i dont wanna think abt it! it only makes me feel 'helpless' and i hate that feeling. i hope time or times, play a good role here.